it's my birthday today... i don't know. there's nothing so special about it.

well here are the different celebrations we had.

the first one was with my high shool friends. haven't really seen them for a while. so this was sort of our reunion as well. the first thing we did was to eat lunch. we ate at this place called "Pepper Lunch". for me the food was great and at the same time fun. you have to mix up your food in the hot plate together with your choice of sauce (garlic soy sauce or honey brown sauce). it was sort of like those sizzling plates, but these have japanese foods instead.

my Beef Pepper Rice. wasn't able to take a picture of the before, so obviously this is the after shot.

after that, we just looked around ATC but wasn't able to buy anything. so we decided to go to a videoke place. it was so much fun especially singing those songs which we don't usually listen to or those which are so out of our vocal range. we had to part ways as me and my family will have dinner as well.

our family dinner was at Savory. the branch at our place has just opened and people are really liking the place. probably because it is new. the problem is their location is quite small. you have to really wait in line to be able to have a table. the food was still okay as i am already familiar with it. but i really love their chicken; so moist and flavorful. <3 after that, we shopped a little. i was able to buy some rings, those really large ones!!!

it just reminds ne of 2ne1, Big Bang and of course TOPPY!! i am just so in love with these!!! i can't get over it. i want more! hehe...

so today, it was with my college friends. we decided to eat at YellowCab since it is also near the school. some of them came in late, but as it turned out they were going to surprise me with a cake!

i was about to cry when the candles accidentally started going down. that's why it looks like that, a little smooshed. after eating, we decided to have our names picked for our christmas exchange gift. since i can't get over those large rings, i requested whoever it is that picked me to buy me those. hehe... it was fun being with the during these times.

well, yeah.it might seem like a fun birthday celebration. i don't really know why i feel a little sad, i guess.. maybe i was expecting something more from this day. something that would truly make me happy. anything. but there was nothing. i know it was wrong to do so, but can you blame me for wanting to be happy? i'm only human after all. (cliche cliche...)

or could it be that it really is just like any other ordinary day... nothing special. you were just born on this day. you turn another year older. that's it. you're older. just like what my professor said earlier, it's just a reminder that you're time is nearing. maybe this is all just for attention. *sigh*

what a birthday.

well, whatever it is, still Happy Birthday to me!

my mind is just so.... empty right now. i feel like nothing is really going through it. eotteoke?!? *sigh*

this is not good with all the school work and stuff.

but the worst part is i think my heart problem is back. i don't really know what condition. doctors can't seem to find something/anything. i just hope it doesn't get worse as it is right now.

fighting!!!

oops! while i was feeling a little dizzy and numb from my heart problem, i suddenly saw the perfect vandal written at our professor's desk:

"smile though your heart is aching...." :S...